16 December 2016

sometimes i feel like it's so selfish of me to give up. so selfish of me to think "ive done a lot of fighting these past few years, what makes u think that im gonna fight any more? you want me to fight and then get my heart broken all over again?" im not gonna ask anyone to stay anymore, im sorry. im tired. im sorry ive been cold to a lot of people but pls know im fixing myself. i know i said i promised not to write anything that hurts anymore, but i just had to. I cant keep waiting, and i feel like the only thing that's holding me back from being happy is myself. well the thing is, im scared as fuck. for now, i've had enough. and aku tak ready yet.

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